AWARENESS!

BLABLABLABLA. I wanted to write this post seriously.

BUT I just CANT! BAHHHHHHHH.

This is because aku masih rasa aku di zon selesa padahal aku sdg menuju ke kegagalan. Atoitoitoi. Result UPS baru keluar few days ago. FRANKLY speak, I dont feel anything. ZERO-NEUTRAL. Bukan kata result aku gempak kebaaBOOOOM. 1A-1B2C1D. I feel comfy mybe its because I dont fail in any subject. haishhh!

I would'nt start feel how looooser I am until I met my friends. Selandariannns friends. Their result are much better than I do. Bukannn semua but conclusionnya dieorg bagussss. Then I start to feel upset. because on the night I met them all, Papa call. Ckp punya ckp, bila nak hujung Papa ada kata Tira nak apa Papa tak kesah pun nak bg tapi tira janji akn berusaha. Aku tersentap dan papa suruh berjanji jugak. So I made the promise. Arhgggggggh Sedihnya. PSPM lagi 34hari jeeeee. and I have been lost since after UPS. tahu takkk berapa byk aku perluuuuu kejarr? Ya Allahh bantulah aku. aku tak sggup tgk Papa sedih dgn aku. Baru aku rasa mcm mana peritnya betapa betahh nya taknak tgk papa sedih. Kenapa aku skrg tak dpt nak happykan papa? I GUESS I should ask myself and answer it myself. Kbye!