Disappointed

HAHAHAHA. *gelakgelak

no motif of laughing. seriously.

Salam :) I dont wanna make this post something

harsh, cruel, evil, post yg bikin panas.

or WHATEVER.

This is something what I feel about it.

Well first of all. I would like to thank you for wishing me. Ermm I dont think so that you are actually remember my birthdate. Well I dont hope to get one from you. but you did. and Im HAPPY :D doesnt mean aku tak reply maknanya aku ni gediik mengada ngada tak reply, benci kau, marah kau or bagai bagai lagi. It just that I think silent is THE BEST for now. I think you, or im surely believe, yang kau tahu you are the one of the person I care. and I dont wanna looose our friendship. err thanks for the wish. Seriously kalau boleh aku mmg nak reply "thankyou so muchhhh laa abg HOT!" and bla bla.

Shabirin. Aku taktau laa. why everything about you is wrong to me and 

much much much much

bothering me.

You are my superb punya kawan laa weyy.

Mesti kau rasa aku geyah geyah jee kan tak ckp ngan kau.

ke kau tak notice pun im tring to avoid you.

You are changing. seriously!

totally. 360 degree. fuhhh

I dnt know o maybe aku ni huh sbnrnya yg tak kenal kau

yg sebenar benarnya. hmm

Kalau kau rasa this whole while aku dduk mengutuk kau. its up to you. People are talking about you. dan yg penting dieorg ckp dgn aku. bkn aku tak bagi peluang untuk kau explain kat aku. tapi kau mcm nak taknak je. Aku nmpk je mcm takkesah. tp aku tggu kau explain. hapeee habuks pon tak. Bila aku org duk ckp psl kau, aku bgtau kau. even bila aku kutuk kau pon aku bgtau. 

Benda aku plg giler meluat dgr citer psl anak anak pancingan kau. They aree all bullshits. You deserve much much better. bkn aku kata aku baik, tp please jaga the gap. kau sekolah SBPI 5tahun woi. Aku pernah rasa angan2 bygkan kau ngan Attieyyah naik pelamin. Haha. mmg lawak kann. tp andai kata mmg korg takde jodoh. apa boleh buatkan. Tapi kau dah mcm cacing kepanasan. Tak boleh hidup tanpa awek bagai. Dan yg peliknya kau nak girls yang hampehh. Not like im saying dieorg jahat ke hapee. tp like I said you deserve better. dan bkn nya couple sebulan dua putus. then dgn org lain dlm bbrapa hari jee. Engkau dah kenapa.

Aku bukan nak kondem kau. kau tu kwn aku.

I want the best for you. Pelajaran aku pongg tak bagus mana.

dan aku tersgt yakin result kau pun lbh kurang aku.

or even worse. Kau tak perlu nak melayan girls,

bercouple bagai. yee mmg aku taktau citer sbnar.

walau apa citer sbnr. aku teramat yakin.

You and the latest one takkan bertahan. and I was like

count down hari korg akan putus.

Kau lelaki mmg sng cari perempuan. tapi tlg perempuan

bkn mcm lelaki. they will never stopp loving the person they love.

Kau post gmbr kat insta then putus kau delete dan 

post gmbr awek baru. I dont care laa kau couple ke tak.

You are acting like a cikaro. fhm tak.

desperate for a woman. siapa pun kau sebat.

asalkan ada. I may not o never be a good friend for you.

but I wouldnt say this way if I dont care about you.

Ingat mak ayah kau. tahlah. Kau mesti fikr aku ckp

mcm kau ni seteruk teruk manusia.

bukan. kau bukan teruk pun. Just that you arent what you are now

bila kau kat Selandar. that semua org terkejut tgk kau.

Cuba fikir apa "dia" rasa bila tgk kau post gmbr

with your anak anak pancingan kau.

She really does love you. sgt. still

aku bukan suruh kauorg get together. but please for at least

consider what she felt. the one that you have once love, care

tak mustahil if you still.

and also what you friends feel seeing you this way.

Kalau kau rasa dia jodoh kau, then you go for it.

jgn dekati perempuan bila kau tahu

kau tak betul2 nak dia dlm hidup kau. Belajar hargai perempuan.

aku ingt lagi Ajak ckp kat aku yg

dia tak pernah tgk kau suka perempuan mcm mana kau suka dia.

Last but not least. I never wanna loose our friendship.

even I act really annoying mcm mana sekali pun.'

I actually care about you.

maybe it just that. that is my wayy.

we used to be close.

all the memories. you me ammar kimi fazri.